Heidi: the Infant
Thursday, June 26, 2008 at 08:47PM
[Pat Kashtock] in A Child's Brain Tumor

Heidi: the Infant

 

 

       Tiny rosebud mouth half presses against the pillow.

      Pale, downy fringe brushes lightly against high cheekbones.

 

                  And all that is precious

                        rhythmically waltzes

                  in and out of

                        two china nostrils.

 

      The umbilical cord to my heart

      has never been cut, tied,

                        severed, or cauterized.

            It also dances with a life of its own

                        among the trees

                                 and the rocks

                        and under the sun.

      It whirls madly along

      keeping pace with the waltz

      folding to embrace all of life -

                  reaching, stretching, painfully throbbing.

 

Painfully the throbbing cord lays bare and exposed

to the lacerating winds of reality that yank against it -

            stretching its very endurance;

 

                        almost,

 

                     but not quite,

                                               pulling out the heart

                                                                 to which it is attached.

 

 Pat Kashtock

Article originally appeared on Conversations with God while walking through life, surviving a child's cancer, fighting slavery, death of a child (http://patkashtock.squarespace.com/).
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