Oh Lord – of all the things I regret, I regret the vast amounts of time invested in helping them while Heidi was so ill. It seems like such a waste, now.
-- You don’t know that… --
You mean it wasn’t?
-- No. At least not in the way you are thinking.
You spent time, your time, to help someone who truly needed help.
And yes, it helped the church, too.
And you did gain from it. You needed friends at the time who were available.
And – You needed fun!
Little One – I know you and I don’t drive you. You just think I do.
Life is for living, too, not just work.
Hey – I partied. For real .
I enjoyed it so much!
Even in the midst of being about my Father’s business, I partied.
I enjoyed people and I enjoyed life. And that was during a very short three years.
