Plastic Guards and the King of Hearts
Saturday, July 18, 2009 at 02:58PM
[Pat Kashtock] in Conversations, God's love, Plastic Guards and the King of Hearts, barriers of the heart, defenses against God, pursuing love, struggling with trust

 

from 3D wallpaersI heard, 

 

--- Let Me in

 

and suddenly I feel/see these little plastic guards around my heart. Yet flimsy and small though they are, You do not breach them.

 

--- Of course not little one. Even if they were strong and mighty guards. I could breach them at a walk. It makes no difference how strong or how small a defense against Me you wage. There is no comparison. I am very, very big and you are very, very small. You are so tiny and helpless and defenseless. All your defenses and the defenses of man through the ages, even if pulled together are nothing to Me.

 

Except for one thing: love.

 

I will not take what is not given freely, for that is not Mine to take.

 

All that you have has been given to you by My hand. When you give of your substance or time, you return a portion of what was given to you.


But there is one thing you can give to Me, your love. Encased within that love are trust and the very essence of yourself. And when obedience springs out of this place, it becomes a gift to Me rather than simply obedience. While obedience has value in its own right, it is not really what I am looking for. Yes, to obey is better than sacrifice, but genuine love/trust is better than both.


Back to plastic barriers. From a strength perspective, you may as well think of them as 4 inches of Saran wrap. But I gave you free will, and it is your choice. I will not take that which is not given freely. As I told you before, that would be rape, and I don't treat My creatures like that.


I will add to that. It would be a rape of the most hideous magnitude to your soul that you cannot comprehend it. If I would not treat My creatures like that, I certainly would not treat those created in My own image in that way, especially those who are My children.


I give my love freely. Is it is here for you at all times. I gave you the ability to do the same. It has been marred by sin and trauma, but it is still there. It is your choice. I will continue to heal you, but I prefer to do it from within those places rather than externally.


But you need to let Me in...

                                                 Of course. ---

 

Article originally appeared on Conversations with God while walking through life, surviving a child's cancer, fighting slavery, death of a child (http://patkashtock.squarespace.com/).
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