Rewrite of Jagged Edges Prologue

Jagged Edges:

 Patricia Hammell Kashtock

Prologue

Jagged edges of the building, black glass and steel, push into the courtyard below. The sun, glinting off their angles, no longer seems to mock; but neither does it comfort. A woman stands contained within one of its edges, alone. Her sea-green eyes flicker with distant summers when ripples of water bubbled over her feet, making them sink into the warm sand.

Those days slip away from her memory and disappear. An angry ocean blots them out. The waves rise higher and higher. Then crash down.

Crushing, destroying, then calmly receding, the water drags all she once held dear off into its depths.

She stares over the edge. Crystalline images begin to dance on the speckled grass in the courtyard below her. Ponies jump and play dodge with barefoot children while puppies frisk between sun-kissed legs.

Her daughter turns a cartwheel among giant-sized daisies – then looks up. With eyes crackling and hair flying, she waves two-handed to her mother who stands at the window. Head thrown back, she laughs and spins with all the unbounded exuberance of seven going on eight. Suddenly she stops and leaps sideways to tag another scampering child.

Then, like soap bubbles bursting on the sidewalk, the children splinter off into nothingness.     

Slowly the images shift.

A different child dances there – the child of summers long gone. She speeds through complex steps, never faltering, never stumbling. Light sparks outward from the same-green eyes and gives strength to her steps. That joy will die too soon.

But for the moment, love enfolds the child’s dreams. The earth, moon, and stars are her tender playmates while two strong arms keep all her fears at bay.

Then suddenly, those arms are yanked away as a cannibalistic mass devours her mother’s brain.

Puppies and ponies and bare feet on the grass vanish in the cold wind.

The mother closes her eyes. Her shoulders slump as if they had lost the will to stand. For a moment, she rests her forehead in her hand; elbow supported by the other arm braced across her stomach. She tightens her mouth and tries to resist those things that seem all too well known… then waits in the darkness that sometimes seems better than sight.

But the darkness cannot hold us. Slowly my eyelids open. Standing up straight, I turn my head back towards the child cocooned within the white sheets, no longer able to turn cartwheels on the lawn below. I stare. Lifelines intrude into my daughter and emerge out again. And I think:

 It wasn’t all so long ago…



The Jagged Ocean

Prologue:

Jagged edges of the building, black glass and steel, push into the courtyard below. The sun, glinting off their angles, no  longer seems to mock; but neither does it comfort. A woman stands contained within the building’s edges, alone. Her sea-green eyes hold a hint of distant summers. Many were those lazy days when the water lapped at her feet, causing them to sink into the warm sand.

But the summer days are forgotten now. An angry ocean blots them out. It rises higher and higher – only to crash hatefully down.

Crushing, destroying,

then calmly receding,

the water drags all she once held dear down into its depths.

She watches as crystalline images begin to dance on the sun burnt grass of the courtyard below her. Ponies jump and play dodge with barefoot children while puppies frisk between bare legs. Shimmering joyously, her daughter turns a cartwheel among the giant-sized daisies, then looks up. With eyes crackling and hair flying, she waves two handed to her mother standing at the window. Head thrown back, she laughs and spins with all the unbounded exuberance of seven going on eight. Suddenly she stops and leaps sideways to tag another scampering child.

Then, like soap bubbles bursting on the sidewalk, the children splinter off into nothingness.

Slowly the images shift.

Another child dances there – a child of summers long gone. She speeds through the complex steps, never faltering, never once stumbling. Light sparks outward from her sea-green eyes and gives strength to her steps. That fiery joy will die too soon.

But for the moment, loving arms enfold the child’s dreams. Peaceful and calm, the earth and moon and stars are her tender playmates while the two strong arms keep all her fears at bay.

Then suddenly, those arms are yanked away.

A cannibalistic mass devours her mother’s brain.

Puppies and ponies and bare feet on the grass vanish in the cold wind.

To be robbed this way once is tragic.

To be robbed so twice, unthinkable.

Closing her eyes, the mother folds her arms and hugs them tightly over her stomach. Her mouth tightens. She thrashes her head once to each side, then opens her eyes. Turning back towards the child cocooned within the white sheets, she stares. The lifelines intrude into her daughter and emerge out again, and the mother thinks:

It wasn’t so long ago…